Incest in Jordan0
While browsing through the news today, I came across an article that talks about incest in Jordan. The first paragraph was very touching. It talked about a 14 years old girl who got pregnant by her father. Of course in our society no legal action was taken against the father and instead they married her off to a 30 years older man.
Read MoreThe Bright Side2
They say that there is always a bright side. They say that what doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger. They say a lot of things, but I think that if you’re in the middle of the situation you keep thinking “Will it ever get better? Will I ever see the bright side?” Then, you [...]
Read MoreThe happy ending?5
Many people will know my real identity after this post so I ask you to keep it a secret, I trust you anyway I have been inactive for a while now and some people were wondering how I’m doing and why I’m not posting anything. Some people were worried and tried to contact me. Some [...]
Read MoreGuest blog: Understanding Repressed Memories3
I’ve been so busy these last couple of week and my internet connection has been not really helpful neither. So when I received an email of Allison with a request for a guest blog post on my blog I was more than happy to publish her article. All survivors have had bad experiences with repressed [...]
Read MoreThe danger of pornography6
** Trigger Warning ** People do not know that porn can be addictive. They think it’s normal for a guy to watch porn on daily basis. It is NOT! When I was a kid, I was forced to watch porn by my molesters. They would force me to masturbate while watching porn and would enjoy [...]
Read MoreHow my girlfriend deals with my past3
One of the purposes of my blog is to raise awareness about boyhood and childhood sexual abuse. I want my blog not only to be a resource for other survivors, but also for family members and friends of survivors. Another episode of a guest blogger; this time it is someone close to me. Let’s call [...]
Read MoreTrigger warning – What it is and why we use it?0
A few weeks ago I received an email from a fellow blogger and survivor. She reminded me of the trigger warnings. To be totally true: I f0rgot about them when starting to write this blog. For the ones not familiar with the term: “A trigger warning is a warning placed in the title of an [...]
Read MoreTaxi Drivers11
Since I’ve started this blog I’ve been wondering about what the Jordanian society thinks about child- and boyhood sexual abuse. I receive a lot of feedback through email, my blog and Twitter, but only a minority of people contacting me is Arab. I wanted to find out how “the average Jordanian in the street” thinks [...]
Read MoreYazan Amin – His story (1st chapter)4
In the first days after launching my blog, I received a message on Twitter: I share your pain. A very short message, but long enough for me to understand that Yazan Amin, which is a pseudonym, went through the same horror as me. We started chatting and I asked him if he’d like to be [...]
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